http://ben32123.livejournal.com/ ben32123 - LiveJournal.com Sat, 28 Jun 2008 03:00:14 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com ben32123 13699061 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/73655583/13699061 http://ben32123.livejournal.com/ 100 81 http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5650.html Sat, 28 Jun 2008 03:00:14 GMT http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5650.html just stay out of my way and ill stay out of urs....ill be gone soon enough. http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5650.html public 1 http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5391.html Mon, 07 Apr 2008 20:08:15 GMT http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5391.html I cant do this any more...Ive been sitting around waiting for somthing to change. waiting for someone to come by with the answer to all my problems. well thats not happening so ive gotta start from square one. I think its time i just go into my own world again until im back on track. so i seem distant...dont worry its not u. see ya around everybody. http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5391.html public 1 http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5228.html Mon, 24 Mar 2008 21:06:47 GMT http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5228.html so tired....all the time. sleep 4 hours sleep 20 hours. doesnt matter. so much strain. no matter what i do i feel like im trying my hardest and getting no where. whats happening to me? http://ben32123.livejournal.com/5228.html public 0 http://ben32123.livejournal.com/4868.html Mon, 03 Mar 2008 17:13:32 GMT http://ben32123.livejournal.com/4868.html Why do i even try? I keep coming back to that question. i make all these strides and expend all this effort only to always end up back in the same place. Thats life i guess....at least thats what im told. but if thats the case is there any reason to keep trying. For happiness ? So far for what ive seen for every bit of happiness the is 2wice the sorrow to follow. thats not something i want to get used to. http://ben32123.livejournal.com/4868.html public 3